Catch up, soontimes.
Wednesday, July 1 2:50 PM
Bonjour creep. I had such a long day today. I have no idea where to start. I guess I’ll start by saying I woke up excited? Aha, yeah. I was looking forward to spending time with him. But I don’t think anything went the way we planned.It started off as a usual day, me watching my sisters and brothers. I realized I was no good at making any type of burgers. I ended up burning the pan. Great. Then, my fam and I got ready to go to town. Our plan was for me to take Chelsea, Daisy, and Jaycee, and buy tickets for the next showing of transformers. While that was going on, my dad and brothers would go pick up my mom from work. Once my mom comes, I get to leave to meet
him. But of course, it was a big
fail. I ended up leaving him hanging for a while, because since it was rush hour, my ‘rents were stuck in traffic. It was even worse cause I hated what I was wearing, and I saw like everyone I knew at the mall. Damn. I even looked like a babysitter. But I also had a few of my friends by my side, which was great. But after everything got sorted out, I was with
him again. It didn’t go as planned, sadly, but I got to see him again. We ended up going to Francis’ house with Gabriel, and Calizon. Aha, I missed them. Afterwards I went back to town with my brothers and Chelsea to watch
Transformers 2 Revenge of the Fallen. It was a gooood movie you guys, so watch it, if you haven’t already seen it.
For him:
I’m sorry I left you hanging for more than an hour.
I’m sorry I never let you win.
I’m sorry I get really emotional whenever you flop.
I’m sorry when I lie to you, saying I’m fine.
I’m sorry I get really distracted by others and don’t talk to you as much when we’re together.
I’m sorry I call you when you’re busy.
You know you mean a lot to me. I hope you forgive me.Besides all of this, I owe so much people chillages. I love you all, but you also know that I’m busy taking care of my siblings this whole summer, and I try my best to get out of the house whenever I can. You know who your friends are when
they keep in touch with you. I miss you all dearly, and all I want to do is spend time with you guys, but I’ve got my siblings to handle as well. My mom cuts me some slack too, whenever I ask her if I can go out, so don’t worry, I’ll find time for all of you. I just can’t ask to go out every day.
NTS; Chill with
him, Er, Shayne, Marlene, Sheryl, Kellie, Mia, Dina, Jennifer, Adam, Aaron, Jess, Marilen, Wayne, Gabriel, Franker, Zierra..
Msg if I missed you. That was only a small list, and besides my birthday’s coming up. I still have no idea what to do, so msg if you have any good ideas as well.
Let’s put all this aside and talk about something else, before I drown in plans. Lately I’ve been having the weirdest dreams in life. Like how I was hiding my little sister from this Chinese guy? And how he was ER’s evil step brother? Whoa. Aha, yeah. But the dream I had was the weirdest of them all.
He was coming. You, ER, and Shayne were with me. I ran, holding your hand. We went to the next room with ER and Shayne. He found us. He wasn’t alone after, a cop was with him. But as soon as he saw us, he just left disappointed. Your right hand was holding my left hand, while your left arm was holding me tight. You told me everything was going to be fine, and kissed me. I smiled after, and we were just starring at each other.
Take in how before I had this dream, I texted you, saying I miss you. ;\♥
PS: HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUGENE “RAWR” RIVERA! Miss you eros partner. I haven’t seen you or Shayne in like what feels like a year. I miss hearing “HALLE KELLAAY” every morning, I miss sharing my locker with you, I miss
arm pit to arm pit, neck to neck (even though you only have one neck). Aha, good times. Chill SOON. Lots of eros love.♥
Take in how busy I am
For future references:
J23:[x]Sheryl's overr ♥
J28:[x]Toy story 3 w/ sbarrerz.
J30:[]NEW MOON ♥ w/ mommabear
J1st:[x]Happy birthday er
J2:[x]Fv w/ mjlove <3
J3:[]Niagara Falls w/ famm
J5:[]Happy birthday bijiggly!
J6:[]Grown ups w/ Sheryl, Alex & Nesta
J8:[]Marlene's overr (:
J14:[]Bye love J19:[]♥
♥ Summer Accomplishments
Girls day in
Ptc
Great Wolf Lodge
Niagara
Sauble Beach ♥
Camping
