I can't wait to hate you
Saturday, August 29 11:41 PM
I'm officially getting rid of you. No I'm not better yet, but I realized that I don't need a man, or any man that is to lean on. I got my best friends for that. They can make me smile much harder than you did. When was the last time you ever made me smile? HAH,
I really don't know why I didn't realize this earlier. My best friend told me that I'm obsessed with you. My friend was wrong about that. Not because I say I'm not, it's because I'm really NOT obsessed with you. You have no reason to feel nice. C:
You went out with him once & it didn't work, what makes you think it'll work the second time? Yeah, I wonder why I started thinking about you
again. I don't dislike you in any way, I'm just saying, I'm done with you. You always went for different girls when you knew I liked you anyways. So tell me why I should wait? Exactly. I miss the old you. The one that would make me laugh regardless. I dislike when you piss me off & then there's something, that won't let me continue being furious with you. You used to make me smile all the time. You'd always check on me to see if I was doing okay. Remember when we just felt like it was like only us against the frickin world because it seemed like our only friends were one another & the only ones that could understand each other properly without getting the wrong idea.
I miss the old you. Now you're different. Getting in trouble, keeping things to yourself, & most of all, you don't talk to me anymore. Like what tha eff happened? Summer happened. You know I wanted you to come over like every day to help me babysit. I hope everything goes back to normal once school bounces back. I'm going to focus on only me & the smilemakers, that's it. Bun the love life, cause obviously it's not treating me nice.
IDISLIKEBOYS.
Take in how busy I am
For future references:
J23:[x]Sheryl's overr ♥
J28:[x]Toy story 3 w/ sbarrerz.
J30:[]NEW MOON ♥ w/ mommabear
J1st:[x]Happy birthday er
J2:[x]Fv w/ mjlove <3
J3:[]Niagara Falls w/ famm
J5:[]Happy birthday bijiggly!
J6:[]Grown ups w/ Sheryl, Alex & Nesta
J8:[]Marlene's overr (:
J14:[]Bye love 3
J19:[]♥
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